True Love
My life and the pain in my heart is unbearable – will the irony of my life be told as a parable? –
Is my destiny dungeons, despair in these jails? – all of my love paid back with betrayals? –
In search of some comfort, I give up my strength – even those closest I keep at arm’s length –
I’m gasping for air, then I hold in my breath – the comfort of death is all I have left –
Is reality real? or am I insane? – if my heart didn’t feel, I’d feel no pain –
But I couldn’t complain if you asked me “what’s wrong?” – if my words show no weakness you’d think I was strong –
So I just reply that I wish I was high – the needle a crutch which I’ve come to rely –
I guess this just makes me another tecato – beating down gastos and treating fools gasho –
But that’s just a side effect of my depression – they don’t respect love but they fear my aggression-
And that’s a hard lesson I wish never learned – joints get burned, and pages get turned –
And still my heart yearns for some consolation – if not salvation, eternal damnation –
God, if you would, show love and deliver me – give me the strength for this life that you’ve given me –
Now I have nothing, so give me the world – or at least set me free back with my baby girl –
Be with my loved ones, give my soul peace – not in the pinta or lost in the streets –
Give me that home that that I’ve never known – give me true love or leave me alone –
Omg that touch my heart .fuck Michael my prayers r with u I wish I could take UR pain away (hugs).. Keep your head up ..
“What’s good homie? Remember July 4, 2010? Holla at’cha boy, I haven’t forgot you” – Michael
That was such a good poem homie i pray for the good lord above to give u another chance of the outside world and to let u be heard on a fair trail.love and miss u lots Spook always rember i have u in my heart and always in my houghts
Keep ur head brother amor like fuck u already know let me get n I got u weno this Orlando AK was to sad one from East Side Locos
May God Bless You Mijo with all of our LOVE ALWAYS AMOR!!! I’m So glad that ur doing ur best. God is the only one that going to help & hear you mijo, and one day u will walk out of that prison!!! I only know very well the way things go over here where u were from. We never forget about u and others that have suffered similar fate cuz of very back corruptions and cuz we are poor and maybe don’t have or know the right people But God see all and kbow all and carma or fate will alway come back and bite them in the rear when its their time what go aroung always comes around. Alway keep the faith and God nearer k The Mom of some of ur friends. We to have got thpufh thick and thin and it doesnt stop. One day at a time my dear friend Good Luck mijo with all that u are doing will try and help wih whatever i can k